Today, I hardly got out of the house. I waited for cable guy to come by to get cable to work right, then I got hooked on some movies and there goes the day! I did cook and made some smoothies in blender and made Pasta! I hardly cook so this was good! And I want to learn to cook more for myself and boyfriend and friends/family!
Today I felt sad not to celebrate Mother's Day with my mom. I just missed her terribly...and we kept missing each other on phone. I really wanted to talk to her today.
I think we'll be able to talk to each other tomorrow. I think this is a feeling of sadness I'm getting...because a few years back..I was in a car accident the day after Mother's Day. I was sad because I couldn't talk with her on Mother's day that year too. That was 2008.
My subconscious may also be remembering that accident and the trauma I went through and how that affected my body and spirit.
I made it through that though...so I'm grateful. :) I'm alive today and feel very happy that I survived. My car was spinning and spinning...I remember thinking that I couldn't possibly live through that.
It feels good to write tonight. Mercury is almost out of retrograde and things are looking up!
I'm going to walk into the night a bit and thank my lucky stars for all I've been given and others have been given...Life means so much!
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